The Secret Freak...


I guess that’s what I’ll call myself, a “secret Freak”. Meaning that I’ve always been promiscuous but no one ever knew it. Even as a teen I enjoyed sex, and made sure that all my sex partners were guys that wouldn’t tell anyone, so I’d usually end up fucking teachers or married men. I was never attracted to teenage boys especially the ones I grew up around. I just loved the adrenaline rush of fucking a man who potentially had a lot to loose.

I remember having a crush on a teacher when I was 15, and promised myself that if he ever gave any inkling that he was interested in me, that we’d be fucking, and low and behold we fucked. His whole guilt trip only lasted one day, as he went on and on about his wife and kids and blah….blah…blah, and the next day we were at the hotel again.

Even today I have clients that want to discuss their guilt trips like I’m a Catholic Priestess in a confession booth. And I try my best to explain to them that this is not an affair and that they shouldn’t feel any guilt. But I guess it’s an inevitable feeling when you’re in a committed relationship with someone, so I completely understand.

Hell, I even have clients that feel guilty about seeing other escorts.

I remember getting an email from a client wanting to use me as a reference to see another escort, and in his email he told me how guilty he felt, and how he feels as if he’s cheating on me. I just smiled and told him that variety is the spice of life so enjoy it!

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