Speaking the same Language....
I often find myself desperate for friends in this industry because we speak the same language. I don’t mean Linguistics though. I mean speaking with a common knowledge of this industry. See, the problem that I find is that most escorts that I meet are usually too negative or judgmental, and once you get to the core of their personality, they are these little depressed souls.
I spoke to one on Sunday that had my head spinning with confusion and negativity.
But even in the mist of all their craziness, these are the people that speak a common language with, and I ADORE that ability.
If I were to say: “I’m a provider who offers GFE with a BBBJ and a little bit of DATY”
Anyone who speaks this language will understand this sentence completely, but outsiders will not. It’s the outsiders that I try to avoid. And even though I have many friends who are not in this industry, I still find myself lonely because we have nothing in common, and I have to filter everything I say, and that becomes exhausting.
Just the other day I was writing an entrance essay for college that was fucking brilliant, but I decided not to use it because the essay was about my life in Sex work, and I’m VERY uncomfortable sharing that part of my life with outsiders. So I rewrote the essay so that outsiders would feel more comfortable, but let me say, the essay turned out to be CRAP!
I don’t know how to write about anything else. I am totally consumed by this industry to the point that I have almost zero interest in anything outside of it. My dream is to have a PhD in Human Sexuality and Psychology and study sexual behavior and tendencies in humans. Maybe do some research in both the US and Abroad.
I’d love to become an ex hooker with a PhD who does lectures at colleges and Universities around the world. And maybe help Scientists and Physicians research sexual behavior and disorders through my experience as a hooker. I’d LOVE that!
That’s my long term goal!
I spoke to one on Sunday that had my head spinning with confusion and negativity.
But even in the mist of all their craziness, these are the people that speak a common language with, and I ADORE that ability.
If I were to say: “I’m a provider who offers GFE with a BBBJ and a little bit of DATY”
Anyone who speaks this language will understand this sentence completely, but outsiders will not. It’s the outsiders that I try to avoid. And even though I have many friends who are not in this industry, I still find myself lonely because we have nothing in common, and I have to filter everything I say, and that becomes exhausting.
Just the other day I was writing an entrance essay for college that was fucking brilliant, but I decided not to use it because the essay was about my life in Sex work, and I’m VERY uncomfortable sharing that part of my life with outsiders. So I rewrote the essay so that outsiders would feel more comfortable, but let me say, the essay turned out to be CRAP!
I don’t know how to write about anything else. I am totally consumed by this industry to the point that I have almost zero interest in anything outside of it. My dream is to have a PhD in Human Sexuality and Psychology and study sexual behavior and tendencies in humans. Maybe do some research in both the US and Abroad.
I’d love to become an ex hooker with a PhD who does lectures at colleges and Universities around the world. And maybe help Scientists and Physicians research sexual behavior and disorders through my experience as a hooker. I’d LOVE that!
That’s my long term goal!
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